Wednesday, October 28, 2009


The only thing in life achieved without effort is failure.
Enjoy life today, yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come.
Love, and you shall be loved.
We gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which we really stop to look fear in the face. We must do the thing which we think we cannot do.
Don't look where you fall, but where you slipped.

jennifer.

i was waiting for so long
for a miracle to come
everyone told me to be strong
hold on and don't shed a tear

so through the darkness and good times
i knew i'd make it through
and the world thought i had it all
but i was waiting for you

hush now
i see a light in the sky
oh, it's almost blinding me
i can't believe i've been touched by an angel
with love

let the rain come down
and wash away my tears
let it fill my soul
and drown my tears
let it shatter the walls
for a new sun
a new day has come

where it was dark now there is light
where there was pain, now there's joy
where there was weakness, i found my strength
all in the eyes of a boy

hush now
i see a light in the sky
oh, it's almost blinding me
i can't believe i've been touched by an angel
with love

trouble, a friend?


something has been troubling me lately.
i know. stpm is nearing. i should not be thinking about anything else except my studies.
i know.
but thoughts cannot be controlled.
whatever that is around seemed to worth something for me to think about.
whatever it is.
anything.
happenings around me.
as if they were my problems.
why?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

personality psychology


~initiative~
~talented~
~responsibility~
~caring~
~quiet~
~shy~
~sensitivity~
~dependable~
~easygoing~
~independent~
~courageous~
~outdoor~
~interesting~

We are naturally attracted to individuals who are different from ourselves - and therefore somewhat exciting. But it's not just the exciting differences which attract us to our opposites, it is also a natural quest for completion.

We naturally are drawn towards individuals who have strengths which we are missing. There is also the theory that our natural attraction to our opposites is a subconscious way of forcing us to deal with the weaker aspects of our own nature. So in a sense, our attraction to the opposite personality can be seen as our subconscious minds driving us towards becoming a more complete individual, by causing us to face the areas in life which are most difficult to us.

On the other hand, the same cannot be said for other kinds of relationships. When it comes to work colleagues, or friends, we are not especially interested in dealing with people who are very unlike ourselves. We are most comfortable with those who have similar interests and perspectives, and we do not show a lot of motivation or patience for dealing with our opposites.


Analyzing motives and putting oneself in other people's shoes in order to understand their behavior
*sensitiveness

Seeking encouragement and support from others and appreciating being aided when in need
*neediness

Doing one's best in objective or difficult tasks and achieving recognition
*achievement


Sunday, October 25, 2009

disturbance.


there may be something inside. but there's also a possibility that that something is absent. or maybe that something is just waiting all this while for you to give life to it. and it is a matter of time before you can actually find out what exactly is happening. but sometimes, that moment never comes. then you kept yourself wondering over and over again over something you're unsure of that you just don't have the courage to find out.

helpless.

threw yourself on the bed. staring at the ceiling for hours. thinking about... nothing. then you bring yourself to thinking about some other memories you had in the past. sad/happy memories. whatever. you dug out everything, every single thing that could bring memories of the past back to you.

brought back your smile and also had tears in your eyes.

you go on to do other things to keep your mind set on that specific thing you're doing, and when you're really into it, although you are really truly into it

you go back to thinking about that thing that has been disturbing you all this while.

you want it to stop..but you couldn't control them.

you get so tired thinking about it. but u couldn't stop yourself. and you don't know what can you do to stop this. or should i put it this way, there's nothing you could do to stop this thought.

so you actually thought you know exactly what you're thinking, but you get confused after thinking about it over and over again. you thought you know what you're doing, but you just don't know.


so what is this bullshit.




Saturday, October 24, 2009

Lucky


Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, fell the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Jatuh

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