This ...

... is a true story.

if u're busy with something, my advice : dont read it. it's not good for u anyway. but if u still want to read it, please find time for yourself, be patient, and read every single word on this page.

* Emundo @ ooieejane.

Emundo : anda sudah clarify sebenarnya siapa yg anda nampak itu?

Jenn : tidak.. actually i terlupa gitau txin sesuatu.

before i went to sleep, that is, i was on the bed.

right before i 'shut down'. i was feeling very uneasy.

i duno how to explain the feeling

but it was not smtg u always feel.

this i never felt before wan.

it felt like smtg was disturbing me.

but not like touch.

i just felt it.

so, i had difficulty trying to sleep.

but i really wanna sleep, cuz i've 8am class the next day.

so i just tried to sleep. that time i was also half asleep already.

i didnt like open my eyes n think wat this uneasy feeling is about

my eyes were closed, i was just hoping i'll sleep soon.

then, after some time, i started thinking.

this is not normal liao ah. y so weird wan.

but my eyes were closed.

still trying to sleep.

alot of things in my mind that time.

then, i kept on like, trying to kick off smtg..

and at times, suddenly terkejut, u know when ur body suddenly just reacted.

it happens. but after having a few of those stuff

i think, i manage to shut down. then, i thought i heard ‘her’ coming back. 'she' opened the door, came in, and put 'her' stuff on the bed/table.[this's according to what i hear, (whether in the dreams, or reality, im not sure)]

so, 'she' came in.

i was already covered with my blanket.

and i kind of saw 'her' ( it was blur, but im kind of sure it was 'her')

'she' was coming towards me, then like, pull my blanket higher so that it covers till my neck

and once it reached my neck.

i couldnt breathe.

like cannot breathe. i duno where 'she' went. but i cudnt see 'her' already

and i was struggling for air.

i cant breathe at all. suffocating.

and i cudnt get up. i was lying down on my bed

Emundo : but thats weird that 'she' would do that right.

as in adjust the blanket for you.

Jenn : yes, its weird that 'she' wud do that.

so scary.

so i tried to pull myself up to a sitting position

but i cudnt get up, no matter how hard i tried.

i cant move at all.

so i started chanting the namoamitohood thing

i think that was wat i was suppose to do rite?

i duno whether i did it correctly

but i kept on repeating the words in my head

then it became louder n louder, and as it goes, i can pull myself up bit by bit

but the max i cud reach is bout 40 degrees?

i cant go further

and i thought i saw 'her' sitting at the 'her' table.

so, i think, i did try to call out to 'her'.

but 'she' didnt respond

and in my head i was thinking

my god, tmrw morning the first thing ''she'll'' do is to shift out.

cuz the chants, n me calling 'her' like really loud, it's gona scare 'her' away.

Emundo : you know about what time was that?

like how long after you shut down?

the chants?

Jenn : but 'she' didnt respond

its weird

i think very soon after i shut down, it happen dy

the last time i check

it was bout 12am

the namoamitohood?

i duno. i gota ask mizen the rite way to say it liao

yea. so...she didnt respond!

and i stil cudnt breathe noe

Emundo : the namo didnt work?

Jenn : it worked

it gets louder as i repeat it, in my head

Emundo : and then?

Jenn : and i cud get up for 40degrees ma

Emundo : you mean, it gets louder from your mouth?

Jenn : yes! but i duno that mouth was the mouth in my dreams, or the mouth in reality

but i think, it was only in my head.

anyway, it gets louder, and i manage to get up a bit.

then she din respond.

Emundo : so 'she' was still there?

Jenn : yea.

and i din wana get back lying down, cuz i know once i lie down, i cudnt get back up anymore

cuz it took so much of me to reach that 40 degrees

so i stayed at that position, trying to get 'her' attention, but 'she' didnt seem to hear anything

and then, i think i woke up.

when i woke up, was when i really hear 'her' coming back.

when i hear 'her' opening the door, i can also hear a lot of noise like 'she' brought a whole bunch of people with 'her' like dat ..and its really noisy.

Emundo : and then what happen to the fake 'her'?

Jenn : the fake 'her' disappeared

Emundo : so the real 'her' opened the door?

Jenn : the real one.

i remember saying to myself, omg, why did 'she' bring so many people here??

after that, when 'she' came in..i woke up

terus wake up. and realised that im awake.

so i checked my hp

it was 12.45am .

Emundo : so did the real one really brought people into the room?

Jenn : no, no one.

dia saja

and after i checked my hp, i closed my eyes, and start to think what the hell just hapenened to me.

i was trying to recall as much as i could

cuz i know i sure forget wan

if i dun do it that time.

and yes.

i manage to recall eveything.

but before that, i texted u first

to prove that i was really awake

and it wasnt a dream or smtg..when i really woke up.

yea. and i recall n recal n recall.

then i was waiting for her to maybe ask me if i was ok or anything

but tiada

she went to shower

and i wanted to ask her immediately if there's anything unusual yg berlaku

but she shower sipek long.

Emundo : so probably the noise are the 'people' leaving? 1245 was how long after you slept?

Jenn : i 'ter'sleep liao. cuz i was also really tired.

***

that was my first.

. I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,

And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made;

Nine bean rows will I have there, a hive for the honey bee,

And live alone in the bee-loud glade.

And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow,

Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;

There midnight's all a glimmer, and noon a purple glow,

And evening full of the linnet's wings.

I will arise and go now, for always night and day

I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;

While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements gray,

I hear it in the deep heart's core.