Who is that girl i see staring straight back at me?

give me the whole day. i can easily spend that 24 precious hours just thinking and doing nothing else.

i never fail to think about everything every time i get on the bus back to my college. which made the 7 minutes journey back shortened to a mere 30 seconds. how cool is that?!

i'm always thinking. and i find myself thinking even better whenever i'm on a moving vehicle, be it a bicycle, motorbike, car, bus or train... not yet an airplane. heh. seriously. it feels gooooood to be thinking, especially when you have nothing to do but wait. that's what happens when u go to the city. that's why kay-hell people moves so fast, as if their live are shortened by halves, compared to us taiping people, when we can have ALL the time we want in this beautiful peaceful taiping town.

whenever i want to get out of this creepy small hostel room, i have to think. (oh, maybe this's one of the reasons i've been thinking so much too.) how long would this journey take? how far is my destination from my place? do i have enough time to spend with my friends? am i ever going to get back in time? its peak hour! i can't go out or get back during peak hours! which leaves me to; going back later at night. which then lead to; how am i getting back before the night falls and all hamsap looking taxi drivers start charging you double the price when it comes to midnight? no offense to some really really nice taxi drivers, but i cant help it! geeez. and before the lrt gets isolated and leaves u alone with some weird looking foreign workers staring at you like you'll be their next victim??? D= i would rather then tumpang any of my friends' place to stay for the night for my life is too worthy to be risked that way thank you. thanks agnes and yan! that's what friends are for right? and i got a free gift from dear yan too. a toothbrush! i forgot to bring mine. no, i did not forget, i dont even plan to stay over. see, that's what happens. these are the kind of friends u need when u stay in kay-hell. oh dear.

that's how sad those city people are. no offense to kay-hell ppl ya. yes, it's kay-hell. lei chui ah!

half of their day are spent on traveling alone. SO MOU LIU. sides, come weekends, and u'll see everybody rushing out of their houses buying a week's worth of groceries and whatever necessities. hey! we buy fresh from market everyday wan ok! EVERYDAY. no need rush rush wan. no need planning wan. we only need to think what food to buy on that day. and that's it! yal have to plan for one whole week! hah! blek! we win we win! ignore me madness please.

so what happen to those times when i can sit down n think and lepak all the time without worrying about those stuff above? when i can enjoy every single silent moment i can have?

we are all going too fast now, too fast that we don't even care to stop. STOP. just stop and think about today. stop and start reflecting on today. what did you do? what happened this morning? was that the right thing to do? have u just ignored someone who was calling after you just now? when there is a chance to help someone in need, did u take that chance? or were u too busy with your own life that u didn't even noticed? did u say hi? HAVE U SMILED AT ALL TODAY? there.

now go and take some time off, relax and do something for yourself.

silence. so beautiful, so peaceful, yet so difficult to obtain.